ups & downs

On Wed. morning I had surgery. Which was a breeze! I was so happy to get those tonsilis outta there! lol They've been driving me crazy for the last 21 years of my life. So the whole opperation went well and I was home that night and I was eating food doing great. Well every 4 hours I was to take my pain medication and after eating pudding, popsicles, and mac and cheese I started to just get sick and sick. So I decided to not eat anymore thinking it was the milk in the pudding. Well the next morning I had a popsicle and mom made me an egg. I took my meds all through the night like I was supposed to... well I got sick again. and again. and again. I then realized I'm not taking anymore of the pain meds. EW. a couple of hours later I decided to eat some applesauce and it finally stayed down! So no more pain meds for me! I'm just on Children's Tylenol because it's liquid. But what funny is that it's painful to swollow but it's nothing like the last time when I had strep. It was more painful then, and it was harder to breath. So this really is a blessing and I'm hoping for a speedy recovery. One Week left till moving... I still can't believe it. On the bad note Aunt Karen passed away on Monday night. She has been suffering through a horrible disease and I can only thank God, for putting her out of the misery that she didn't deserve. I can only Imagine her now with her family and friends and Grommy in Heaven. Tonight is the wake and tomorrow is the funeral. Please have lots of prayers for my family and my Uncle Bill.

It's almost here!

I think it just hit me...I'M MOVING TO ANOTHER STATE IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS! I'm so full of mixed emotions I don't know where to start! I'm so excited and I can't wait, but then again I'm going to be 6 hours away from everyone I love, on my own. Someone told me that being excited and nervous are the same feeling, it's just how you react to the emotions. I just rekindled so much in my life and I feel like I recieved closure that I needed... But is it enough for me to move on? I at least feel at ease knowing I don't have to hide my feelings anymore from that person and that they know exactly how I feel about the whole situation and I'm just glad a new friendship can be made out of what we went through. On a good note Kensi is doing so much better! I can't believe I'm an Aunt to a healthy little girl. She's now weighting 4 lbs and 14 ounces!! She's gaining weight!!! She was in the hospitial on friday because she caught a bad cold, and at her weight and size it could've been very bad. But she's better now and at home. She has a Doctor's appointment tomorrow and I can't wait to hear what they have to say next.

I have two days left at the spa... I can't believe it. These girls have been my family for the last year and half. I can't believe you could get that close to that many girls. But I was wrong.. I mean yeah there was days I couldnt stand sometimes. But when ever I needed anything they were right there for me. I will Miss all of this so much while I'm gone... ♥